gatau kenapa A SINGLE THING CAN MAKE ME SO BLUEEE~
officially lost a chance to be with someone. its different this time. if it was a crush i wouldn’t be so upset about this, which is weird judging from how well i know that someone.
i feel so uncool now, dang. its probably because i have been very bad at conversation and small talk. and i dont care about being skinny like other girls do. or because im depressing (?) or maybe on the contrary im too ‘out there’. what is that even mean. or maybe im just straight up weird.
i dont know. if you had your eye on me, i wish i didnt play hard to get if i seemed to be that way. if you didnt, probably just doing your thing. i wish i didnt make-believe. its just sux that some of my favorite songs remind me of youuuuu arghhhhhh
bye – bye (i said it and i’ll say it again) lover boy.
*tai apaan dahlu reg*